Reconciliation

Dear darling Husband of mine,

Is it because things where not living up to the utopic image in your mind?

The mortgage was smaller...the salaries were bigger...cars were nicer...the debt didn't exists...your wife was thinner... and more attractive...the career was more distinguished...the letters after your name were MD...the babies came later... all the babies lived...the bumps in the road were smaller....and further apart...you were always "in love" with your wife...that it worked on paper and in real life...the house was always magically clean...dinner was always cooked...you wanted to "be romantic" and do "surprises" for your wife....you'd want take her places....go on trips together...that you wouldn't be able to keep your hands off of her...she would have great health....she would be into sports....she would drink....she would always know what to say....she would like the same kind of music...that she wasn't me...

And did the shear shock of "life", and denial of reality draw you to K? Did K bring you back to a place where you were single, and all of the "life" that has happened to you for one moment (well, actually many moments) felt like it never happened? Is that why?? It wasn't suppose to be like this, right?!

I guess the more important question now is can you reconcile your ideal with reality and be happy with that.....that looks like a lot of reconciliation, if you ask me!

Yours truly,

Your wife