Dear H,
As I sit here next to you, I have so much to say...but then you already heard it all. So i have nothing to say....small talk is forced and uncomfortable....and pales in the light of the situation. Who gives a shit about what you remember about preschool anyway. Funny, how your memory works OK when you want it to...
I have felt a shift within me I never thought I would felt over the past week. I went from worrying you didn't love me and didn't even want to be around me....to ME not wanting to be around YOU!
Who has the dead feelings now?!
This is the first time I have ever felt like I didn't want to be around you.....that scares me....I always want to be around you and now I don't. As you would say, what does that mean? And how can I make myself feel something that's not there?
I guess there is only so much hurt one person can take....only so many lies. I guess I have reached my limit. I have reached a place of not caring...you are going to do what you want when you want without regard to me or us as a family.
If I feel any emotion towards you, it is anger....so I guess this is what you feel like.
Sincerely,
Your W
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