Dear Love,
It has nearly been one month since the Earth cracked for the second time. the first being when L died and the 2nd being, well....you know. There are moments I feel you so near and it makes me believe that we can do this and we'll make it our on the other side stronger and more in love than ever.
Then...then there are moments you are so far away, and I am not even sure you want to come back.
I don't want to be the fool, but I don't want to be the person that gives up so easily when things get rough. So I am going to try this on for size.
Letters...letters to you speaking of my heart and whatever is in it at the moment. I know you'll probably never ready these and that's OK...probably better that way. I fear I don't know the balance of talking about it so we can work things out, and where it crosses into pushing you further away.
My hope is that these letters will let me say what my heart and mind need to say....as many times as they mean to say it.
Until next time my love,
Your Wife
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